Tuesday, September 23, 2008

tired of being jaded all the time.
tired of feeling lousy.
tired of being negative.
tired of not laughing when i should.
tired of laughing when i shouldn't.
tired of not doing what i said i wanted to do.
tired of not telling ppl to go screw themselves when they should.
tired of not listening when ppl hint me to go screw myself.
tired of abdullah.
tired of my green pair of lucky socks.
tired of the stupid airconditioning giving up on me on the hottest of days.
tired of not telling the truth.
tired of shmoos.
tired of hiding.
tired of the hole under the armpit on my favourite shirt.
tired of hoping.
tired of giving up hope.
tired of putting on contacts early in the morning.
tired of my ingrown toenail.
tired of waiting for a miracle.
tired of being mad all the time.
tired of not remembering.
tired of not being remembered.
tired of spilling gravy on my white shirt.
tired of sitting at the back pew.
tired of the calluses on my palms.
tired of breaking promises.
tired of stop lights.
tired of being misunderstood.
tired of telling ppl i've stopped smoking.
tired of my perfume.
tired of reading about crimes in the papers.
tired of putting on underwear.
tired of running out of time.
tired of having too much time.
tired of following rules.
tired of being tired.
tired of you.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Goodness, I find your blog and this is what you've written? *hugs hugs* Please don't get tired of putting on underwear; I don't want to think about that :)

But seriously, if you want to talk, you know where to find me. Don't be sad! This is not the Saeng I know.

Anonymous said...

hahaha dont worry....frreeeessshh pair everyday :p

i'm fine! :) just venting